The grand design.

It's strange, how some people can have so much going on in their life, but still say that they're bored. It's exactly like having a closet full of clothes and saying you have nothing to wear (I never experienced the latter until about two years ago, when I started to actually care about what I wear). 

There are things I have to do every day, but they seem so mundane and unimportant to me. 

I've been taking time out almost every night to watch a movie, any movie I've downloaded. Watched Notting Hill for the first time, and it's safe to say I'm beyond in love with Hugh Grant. I took the laptop downstairs the next day and forced Mom to watch atleast half of the movie to notice all his charming-ness and mannerisms and everything. She responded by staring at me and saying "Tumhara baap ka umr hai." -_-  But she did agree with me on the fact that he is just oh-so-handsome. I want/need/should marry someone looking and sounding just like him. Posh British accents ftw!

I love my Eid suit. It's bright yellow and sunny and summery, with black and white detail. Will put up a picture on Eid. Even so, Eid isn't usually a big deal for me anymore. I wonder if same age Christians feel the same way about Christmas. I mean, we're not kids anymore, our heads aren't filled with fun and games and carefree days. Atleast not mine. I have things to do, and if I don't, I make up things to do, so I can keep my day occupied. My worst day is when I have absolutely nothing to do, or anything planned.

The biggest thought in my head, which will remain there even when I'm consciously not thinking about it, are the send ups in September. I'm a little bit behind schedule in studying, but I've gotten quite a substantial amount done. Histo done, and I'm on Embryo now. I wish I could compare how I'm doing with others, but I know that if I text anyone asking them, they- with the slight exception of A- will lie and always reduce their studying to yaar, kuch bhi nahin kiya. I don't get that. You telling me will only motivate me if you're ahead, and be indifferent if you're not. But I guess nobody else thinks like that.

Currently reading: John Grisham, The Confession (when I get time)

Currently listening to" Bachpan by Kaavish and Killin' It by Krewella. The only EMD group I like. 

Titanic will be the most epic movie ever, for me. Avatar was good too, very well developed, but not like Titanic. If you watch Avatar again, it'll be for passing time. If you watch Titanic again, you'll find yourself mouthing every dialogue, and preparing to cry when Jack is dying. It's such an emotion provoking movie. I love it, it'll be my favorite movie of all time. And I think it's the perfect romance, just one day old, and spilling over the brim with love. The things she did for him. The life he gave for her. Yes.

I think, if balanced properly, I could be a good example of practical with every other non-practical part of me still remaining. Like being an incurable romantic, and liking surprises, and sometimes expecting too much. Why should that all have to change for a person, or a degree? For the longest time, that has been going through my head. There's no need for me to change. For anything. And even less, for anyone. 

Amalgation of thoughts.