March 24, 2021

Pink palm trees.

 Lexapro is way better than Sertraline. Just saying. Lexapro is giving me gratitude vibes. It's making me feel like I am on the outside of my life, looking in, and being appreciative of everything. 

HQ finally has a job (furloughed since June 2020), one that is going to jumpstart his career into gaming and one that will finally make him happy. He was subtly envious of me when I would go to the hospital to take care of patients, because he knew this residency meant everything to me.

Many financial issues got solved. Three months until I'm in my final year of IM residency. Life is good. Life is content. Life is smooth. I am astonished that I don't have things to worry about. Worrying isn't my baseline anymore. It's living


You have to play the main character in your own life.

Because if you don't

Life will pass you by. 

March 23, 2021

Half everything.

 I sleep in half sleeps. 

I dream in half dreams.