There is no such thing as autumn in Lahore, which is why I forgot what it's like in America. Oh my goodness, it's beautiful. It's breathtakingly beautiful, and the major regret I have after the breakup is that. I am so busy numbing my mind to the breakup, that it takes up all my energy and does not allow me to enjoy the simple things. I want to sit on my balcony and watch the leaves fall. While doing my UWorld tests online, I catch a glimpse out my window sometimes, of these rust colored leaves falling. And they just flutter down and I cannot describe in words how beautiful they look.
I must give time to feeling all of this again. The magic of the changing seasons.
Go back a few years on this blog, and you'll see my craziness about a guitarist named Billy Martin. Obviously the obsession fizzled out since 2011 but I always still thought he was good looking, and seeing him again in any new songs or on his Facebook would warm my heart with nostalgia. Like...Sigh, look at Billy, all growing up (he's 35 and married with kids. I'm weird) It was nothing short of a miracle to think I could go to a Good Charlotte concert, let alone meet him, since I lived in Pakistan and they only toured in Europe, USA, or Australia.
Guess who's going to do both next weekend? Oh yes.
I am fulfilling my teenage dream, haha and it feels so damn good. I wish Kt was coming with me because she obsessed over Billy the same way I did. I am a bit nervous because I'm wondering what question I'm supposed to ask him. I'll plan something by the time of the concert. And then early entry, to choose any spot I want for the show? YES. I'll stand right in front of Billy, lol.
USMLE Step 1 is two months away. I have been studying hardcore but I still don't feel prepared enough. I am going to step up my game from tomorrow, of memorization. It's really important.
